I am SO disappointed in myself for procrastinating for the past.. 6 hours. I am doomed.
Every test and everything is due today.
AHHH! Why am I like this? Why am I always repeating my past mistakes? It's all my fault. I hate myself, hate myself for being so stupid. For being so lazy. I always leave things to the last, and in the end I always rush and eventually sacrifice my sleep. I waste my time completely. I've never been a good steward of time before. And yet I know full well I should be managing my time wisely and all that. But I never seem to do what I say. I feel so emo now. Maybe I shall just go cut myself to feel real. Tsk. Okay, fine. I'm joking. But I really, really need to be serious, and stop procrastinating. STOP PROCRASTINATING.
Save me, Lord.
Save me from my foolishness. I should be doing work. And not sitting here, wasting even more time.
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Why do I always run to you only when I am in need?